It amazes me how things change so easily. Nothing stays the same anymore even if you want it to. I personally am uncomfortable with change, I'm never ready for it and it seems every time I think things are going smoothly there's always a catch. I know that nothing is perfect but how many imperfections can happen at one instant? *sigh* I mean one minute it's the beginning of the school year, everyone's happy and looking forward to something but then we progress and everyone's worried, nervous and stressed. It seems kind of like everything is just getting swept up in a huge wind tunnel and scattered all over the place. I'm so confused.

I miss you,
I miss how you used to be,
I want you but I can't,
Nothing can change,
I don't have that power,
My emotions want relief,
But life isn't ready to give,
You are my life,
But also you're not,
I'm confused,
Nothing can change.

Just so anyone who's wondering that's not a poem I just up there...I don't know what it is, it's basically nothing, just a bunch of random thoughts that floated in my head. I'll stop now, no one will understand what this is about anyway, sorry.